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My friends said to write a happy song Said "you're too depressed You're so sad, please write a happy song" Said I'd do my best, and I digressed I re-memorized my ABC's But I got stuck on PTSD So I stared into space for an hour Back to writing you a happy song What was I gonna say Right, something about a happy song A thought got in the way I know, I'll up the tempo Pour a shot of dark espresso Maybe everything won't be so darn depresso See, I made a stupid joke (Haha, haha, h

I’m driving home And I can’t get you on the phone I feel so lonely I greet your voicemail Tell you I love you In words doused in honey And I drive up, up and down Scrape these balding wheels downtown I watch the lights change their minds Several cycles Da, da Da, da, da, da, da, da Da, da Da, da Da, da, da, da, da, da Da, da I wish I weren’t So codependent I take a swim in self-hatred I try again To make some kind of friend But the world is tainted So I go home Spend the gold